today

today was an ok day. my deppression is kicking my butt. i wish that is would just disapear. i hate crying i swear that i cry three times more than an average person. my eyes hurt so bad.. well thats all that i really have to say today i will try to write more tomorrow.

so today was way fun and i am actually happy. so my ballroom class is way fun even though today was my first day in it. most of the guys in the class are football players :) so i have some really good friends and i am blessed to have them all. so i get to start drivers ed. i cant wait i am a little nervous though. but austin (brother) might take it with me so that will prove to be way interesting. so i cant wait for school to start tomorrow. so i really hope that i can go to the district tomorrow and get my friend her b-day present and i also hope that i can go to her party tomorrow night. so i hope that i can hang out with my friend this weekend it would be way fun. so i am finally not sick anymore i am so happy about that, i am always sick. so tomorrow mom says that she is going to take me and sesha to get ice cream from marble slab cremary. THE BEST ICE CREAM IN THE WORLD by the way. :) so i cant wait to start learning my new dance(s) for dance three and ballroom. so i hope that we get to pick our partners for who we dance with in ballroom or else it will be very akward. :S so i think that i have a preformance in march and either april or may. i cant wait i love being up there doing what i love to do. so i have registration for senior year next week. i cant believe that i will be a senior soon. way to make my mom feel old. well me and ryker are going to try and get all our classes and lunches together next year. it is going to be way fun. i only have to take 3 required classes and then the rest are just extra classes that i get to take so it should be an easy senior year or at least i hope so. well enough for tonight i will write more tomorrow night. love you
always shelby jo

So today was pretty fun. sesha got a new fish and is overly joyed about it. lol she is too cute. so i mad my friend mad once again today. :( well its the start of a new school semester. i have a goal to pass all my classes this time. Math is kicking my butt. well some good news i took this practice driving license test today and i got 81% on it. i didnt study or anything. so i really hope that i can take drivers ed soon. my friend wants me to take it with him next week but i dont think that it will happen. :( i really wish that it would though. so my dance teacher told me that i am one of the strongest girls in our dance class it made me really happy. so i am way jealous of my dad because they have so much snow and we dont all we have is rain and slush. well i really need to get my friend a birthday present but i have no clue what to get her. i also hope that i can go to her party on friday. well i got to go for a bit but i will be back on later i got to finish my homework.

A FUN night

so i went to the movies with a couple friends it was way fun. we went and watched Season of the Witch. it was good my friend scared the crap out of me though. :( so my friend that didnt get to come with us is really mad at me now. :'( i really want to make it up to him but i dont know how. well i am really tired tonight so i am going to go to bed. goodnight everyone.

Jan.17.2011

well, not much to say tonight. so sesha is going to sleep in my room tonight this should prove to be interesting. :) so i didnt have school today and i dont have school tomorrow. so i really hope that my mom will let me go tomorrow. i really want to go to the movies. i also need to go get b-day presents for my friend and sesha magoo. so sesha is so cute she is coloring a picture of me and her. I am FREEZING!!!!!! well that is all that i really have to say for tonight maybe tomorrow there will be more to say since i might be going to the movies.
Me

Questions without answers

so i have so many questions and no answers. to start with why is it that guys tend to play with girls hearts and then totally crush them. you start to think that they actually start to care about you and then you find out the really truth. another question is why do guys only want one thing from girls and why is it that when we dont give it to them they get all mad. why cant they understand that some of the things that they do to us really hurts us. its like they dont care about our feelings or the way that we feel about them. so advice to all you guys out there that like to play with girls feelings you really need to stop.

Happy Thoughts

Well, today is January 1, 2011. Today was pretty wonderful. Tomorrow and Thursday are going to be even better yet. I have dress rehersal for my dance tomorrow, and then on Thursday i have the actual preformance. I cant wait. :D Well that is all that i have to say today.